Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Wayne's LiveJournal:

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Sunday, February 19th, 2006
7:42 pm	all good things must come to an end. I'm up at valpo right now updating for the final time. Yeah, watched the race with squeek today. Fuckin tony stewart cheats out of his ass, and gets good finishes, bullshit. Dale jr did alright though, so i'm not one to highly complain. You may be asking yourself, why wayne? Why this be the final entry. Well lets see. 1- Livejournal is dead anyway. 2-Sorry i'm not all big and hip, dont have my 800 comments from lack thereof of friends, like you bitches on your myspace and xangas. All your "cute" and "hot" and some straight up "retarded" pics of yourselves. I hate you people. 3-No one really cares anyway. Its just boring old wayne, and his boring old life. Well i'm better then all you, duh, i know this. Thing is, you and your myspaces's, your all too good for me now. You all have you little love comments, or your comments to your friends. Wayne has none, so boo hoo. Go off and die for all i care. Anyone reading this obviously could care less, because i have no one who gives 2 shits whether i live or die in this day and age. Yep, thats about fuckin all. So long, its been not so good. Current Mood: could be better Current Music: fuckin olympics (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
1:57 pm	UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah, so my house is getting remodeled, and i'm living with my grandprents until that is finished, so no computer. Ah, boy did i miss this damn site, lol, no not really. Just finsihed my paper in school and figured i'd give an update. I have found the perfect girl since my last entry. Kari you are so ideal and perfect for me. We like all the same things, we have so much in common, we're so cute together, and I just love to spend time with her. Actually today being february 1, its offically we've been dating for 1 month now, lol. I could go on for days and pages typing about her, so i'll stop now then, lol. Else nothing big really going on. Haven't beat anyone's ass lately, no major arguments, just been happier all the time since meeting kari (sorry to burst your bubble of depression your homesexual drivin anonymous faggot). Ah good times, but i better go finish my paper. House should be done by mid february, so i'll be ready to update daily again then, lol. Current Mood: happy Current Music: le media center (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, December 12th, 2005
10:37 pm	sorry, your an hour to late That happier me, he seems to have died this past week. Cant say we figured i'd be nicer and happier forever, right? I'm just so sick of girls. This past week was hell when it came to girls. I asked one out finally, and was an hour to late there. Then the other one i was kinda liking, well she likes this guy, but he aint me. At least i realized my meanness to a certain someone, and aplogized to her for all my recent shit. Thier just all so full of shit. All they do is lead you on and play these damn mind games, then screw you over. I'm just so fed up with it all. I think i may be hurtin and depressed this past week then i have been in my recent memory. And to top that off, there is really no one who cares. The girls who hurt me, prolly are laughin at it. My "friends" yeah, their just that. I really dont have any anymore, so thats always good to. Go through life with no no one. Ah i'm tired of all this bullshit... Current Mood: drained Current Music: just when i thought i was over you - air supply (19 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 4th, 2005
10:52 pm	hell yes, i fuckin knew it You scored as Michael Myers. You are Michael Myers. You are quiet, and have serious family issues. You wont rest until you kill your entire family, and everyone who gets in your way. You dont really care what you kill with, but you prefer a nice butcher knife from the kitchen. There is no hope for you. There is nothing living behind your eyes but evil. </td> Michael Myers 85% Leatherface 60% Hannibal Lecter 55% Jason Voorhees 55% Captain Spaulding 50% Candyman 50% Jigsaw 45% Freddy Krueger 40% Buffalo Bill 20% Pinhead 20% Which Horror Killer are You? created with QuizFarm.com (Comment on this)
10:32 pm	"Fuckin son of a bitch"................and some excessive profanity from table 2 Friday was the dance. Me and squeek went to hooters and then to the dance after that. Everyone seemed to be enjoyin themselves for the most part, except me and christian, but o well. Then that play stuey bought tix for eagle choir for was saturday. It was called "fairly plaid" and was a dman good musical. I enjoyed it, and that surprised me. Then went to valpo for bingo night. That was "crazy and nuts" as squeek describes it. Stayed overnight at valpo and slkept on squeek's floor. Then waffles this mornin, kick ass. So yeah, surprisingly fun weekend. I don't say that to often, lol. Current Mood: rejuvenated Current Music: where are you christmas - faith hill (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 26th, 2005
1:22 am	some memorable qoutes from my fun day of shopping So i didn't get up at 7 to shop liek you crazy people. I was woken at 2:30, went to southlake with ed and steve. Found my mom, brother, and sister their gifts. Then found myself a present in the from of a mihceal myers halloween t-shirt. Then to meijer after that, then back to southlake with squeek and ed. Then to walgreens, walmart, and finally meijer again. -"Is that guy staring at us? O shit, i forgot i am wearing a pink polo shirt in hot topic." -"Shit, being poor sucks. We can't afford to buy your 80 dollar hollister and abercrombie t-shirts." -"I'm going to so hit on a girl tonight...Dude I so just made my word true, hitting on that girl workin in the nascar store....Man -"We're so getting her this vibrating dildo sword for christmas!" -"Is she wearing any underwear...dude she has on no underwear." -"(Squeek was pretending to be crippled with only one arm out)-Dude just say you lost it while fighting in iraq" -"Hanging out with wayne is the best. You truly have to learn to expect the unexpected and then some." -"Hell yeah walmart, the place where poor hot girls shop.....so maybe we have a chance." Current Mood: crazy Current Music: heaven is a place on earth - 80s music (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 24th, 2005
2:54 am	So today was my 18th birthday Yeah, november 23! It was my birthday today. Had to go work from 10-5, sellin loads of pies all damn day. It is insane how much money people actually waste on buying pies. I think their way overpriced, but eh, just my personal opinion there, plus i don't buy them - i just sell them. Went and saw the movie "Just Friends" with squeek and steve. Been waitin for that one for awhile now, and it was actually very good. Had some really funny parts in it, and i enjoyed the movie a lot. I recommend it to all, as opposed to many critics, who do not. Must say though, really made me think. Not one of those "gets you thinking" types of movies, but man did it have lotta thoughts goin through my head on own things. I think squeek was thinkin just as much from it, and on the same things that i was. We even said that later when talkin about it, and yeah, we were. Lol, "Kinda glad certain someone didn't go with us, cuz that woulda been very akward sitten there with them" we both agreed. Then it was off to fazoli's for some food. Steve then left for home, and squeek and i went to to bakers square homewood for pie. They ended up singin happy birthday to me, which i hate. O well though, squeek got to see tara, and i did too, so that made me a lil happy. She is so cute, she really is. Current Mood: tired Current Music: wait and bleed - slipknot (live) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
12:20 am	Yep, another one of those entries I've really had it with everything. School people are assholes there, i am tired of dealing with. Friends, shit friends! Oh yeah, the small amount of people i occassionally see and never talk to anymore, yet they care so much. Yeah right! Girls, ha! I hate the female race in general. Shit, i couldn't get a girlfriend if i paid one to date me. It all just builds up one person (especially when everyone around you is all so fuckin happy all the time, and you never are) I'm really sick of this little anonymous posting shit. We know your gonna have loads to say on this one bitch. All i am sayin now is, you had better hope i never find you out, because i will absolutely murder you in cold blood, throw your body in a fuckin lake, and laugh as you lie there dead. I will not even care, that is what i now say. So you had better pray, and i mean fuckin pray hard, that i never find you out asshole, cuz it will be your ending, and no, i am dead serious. I just don't care about anything anymore, and if i find you, i'm gonan show everyone my new crazed lunatic attitude of not caring. That seems to be all for now. I'm pissed off/depressed. Its funny to, cuz i did hang out with squeek tonight, and had a lil fun you could say. Althougb he is far to good for me too, with all his new friends and girls constantly on him and shit. That is why i think i have no friends. I can't compete anymore. They all drink and party (i am never invited to ever party with anyone ever), they all have relationships/friends of the opposite sex they are close with (shit, i can't even get girls to be my friends, let alone gain a relationship). So their all too good for me, or at least how it just seems from my outlook. Ha, i got accepted to concordia seward university and st xavier university(yeah valpo ain't answer yet, but i'm sure it'll be rejection). College, seems so far, and yet so near. I donno, if still around then, i am really debatin no college, just going straight military. It'd be better for me, and plus then i am done wit this petty shit. I don't think i could stand another 4 years of this shit somewhere, and i'm sure it'd continue collegiately, as opposed to militarily. Current Mood: morose Current Music: suicide is painless - marilyn manson (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
11:17 pm	lets see how smart ya'll really are... Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 14th, 2005
12:57 am	alright you stupid asshole "wayne thinker_lady 2005-07-29 02:08 am UTC (link) Select wayne, im your friend, i know you dont think of me as one because i dont get to see you or talk to you too much, but i havent seen anyone. mike is a really good friend of mine and i never ever see him cause hes always hanging out with lisa. i still think of him as a friend, wayne... a friend is someone who cares about you and would do things for you that they wouldnt do for other people. they care, even if they dont see you all the time. they worry about you- even if you dont think you need to be worried about. ive realized that quality of friends is a much much greater thing than quantity. sure, you could have tons of friends who you dont really give a shit about, but isnt it better to just have a few that you really care about?? just think about it" Aight, so cara of all people got me readin my old lj's again tonight. I've been going through them all. The night i sat by cara at teilbels, instead of gonya and judith and coop and everyone got pissed at me. Going shopping the dat after thanksgiving with tom for christmas cara presnts. Past year's graduations. All the entries about me not scorin a goal in soccer. Old high school dance depression entries. I could go on for days about them all. Then i stumbled across this comment here, from judith on my july 25 entry of this year. So mr anonymous, if she isn't my friend as you so bluntly stated in my last entries comments, then what was the purpose of this comment? I'd like to know. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: suicide and other comforts - cradle of filth (17 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 11th, 2005
12:53 am	"God Of Beer" Wow, i suggest this book to every teenager that lives in this century. The best book I have ever read. Great plot, very good twist, and it was very touching. Really made me think a lot. One of those books where I saw myself in the main character Kyle's shoes, throughout a lot of the book. Have you ever liked somneone so much that it sometimes hurts to even think about it? Well basically this guy kyle has been best friends with this girl diana for years now. They even say their like brother and sister their so close. Yet kyle likes diana a lot. He tells us throughout the entire novel how he likes her, yet doesn't want to mess up their friendship. He finally works up the nerve to ask her out, and she is dating this dick way wrong for her. So he asks her out, and she is shocked, but says yes. Then she dies in car acident, alcohol related, on her way home right after the poor kid finally worked up the nerve to tell her his true feelings. How much does that suck? Book actually made me cry. Yeah, go ahead and call me a pansy, but it was so devastating. I felt it for the kid man, i really did, kinda. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: quit your life - mxpx (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
12:05 am	it never ends I don't get my life. I think that i am bi-polar, i really do. Whenaveer i do somethin fun for the weekend, i end up worse off later. These past 2 nights, i have been more depressed then i can ever rememebr being. I donno, i saw saw 2 saturday, and just wish that guy was real. That one could actually be put into a situation of life or death like that. I donno, i'm messed up. Funny thing is, i can't even figure out why exactly. I just have been in the worst state of depression. Who really cares though? How many people out there are gonan be saddended if wayne wold go? I can count 0, and that's about when you know your useless anyway. Well that's it for now, gotta go touch up on some carving. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: wait and bleed - slipknot (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 5th, 2005
2:06 am	"rub my ball for good luck, lol" I just must say, sometimes its good to be in the right place at the right time. Tonight made me really realize how good it can feel to be a good friend, me and squeek agreed. Went up to st xavier and visited judith. Gotta love going up there, and whenever me and squeek are together, life's a party. We wrote our usual messages on people's lil boards on their doors. We got to meet judith's new roommate, who was very nice, and meet the lil hamster who just keeps on running. We then went bowling with gwendila and judith and squeek and i. It was a damn fun time if i must say. Prolly the funnest time i have had in a long ass time. Bowling is just, fun. I went and slipped and this went about halfway down the ally. I threw my ball from opposite lanes at our lane. I threw my ball at the pins and the deal came down and assumed i broke it. Fun timed shared by all. Gotta love those psych outs. "That ass right there was what i had wet dreams about last night............that ass if what i'll be having those wet dreams about tonight." Ah, i'm such a fun person when i'm not depressed. Well that is all, cuz i'm tired. Updated squeek, as you said i must, so you must read and comment, asshole, lol. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: as long as you love me - backstreetboys (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 30th, 2005
11:37 pm	so tomorrow is halloween Halloween. What a great day. I have nothin planned though, prolly sit home bored all night watching horror movies or somethin to that extent. No one goes trick or treating anymore, and no one really has anything to do. Kinda sucks! If your bored tomorrow and need somwthin to do, give me a call, i got a mask and we can think up something prolly. Sang at st paul thornton this morning. That was not that bad. Got to see judith which was nice. LOL, russel thought she was my sister, and tom thought she was my ex. Both were wrong, but their freshman so i'll cut them a break. Choir didn't suck as bad as i thought they would. Prolly cuz i decided to sing louder on the songs, and on o god our help in ages past, got to be surrounded by talent and not the usual crap i have. Yeah, jr did good at atlanta today in the race. Kick ass! He's gonna come back with vengence next year and whoop ass in the nextel cup series, you watch and see. Current Mood: distressed Current Music: she fucking hates me - puddle of mudd (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, October 28th, 2005
12:19 am	2005 world series champions After 88 years it has finally come. My boys won the world series. The CHICAGO WHITE SOX!!! What a playoff run, what a world series, what a season in general. Great to see my team finally win it all. Got a mark buehrle white jersey today, got me a 2005 champs hat (oh is it nice, the one's they wore on tv after the win). Tomorrow is wear sox stuff to school day. LE is not havin a uniform day, i know, its insane, but true. Speaking of le, good to be abck there today. Gotta love that lil place man, you really do. Hate with a passion certain people there, but all in all, it was good to see my friends again, good to know your missed. Great to know it was quiet the 3 days your gone, then your back and bam, its not so quiet no more, lol. WHITE SOX 2005 CHAMPIONS BABY...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: happy Current Music: photograph - nickleback (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
1:40 am	"Whoa, is that michael jackson up in that tree?" Reapers realm was pretty much a bomb. Went with dave and judith and tom and squeek and katelyn. Yeah, real fun group of people, right? I was scared in there though, yes i'll admit it. Truth be told though, it was really not all that scary when i think on it now. It was a lot the same as last year when we went. I will say the michael jackson in the tree and children nearby was funny. The clown that i wanted a hug from, and he got all pissed at me, that was funny. The room with cowboy skeletons, and i sang save a horse ride a cowboy which was the room's music choice, was great. Sure though, i was scared in there at a lot of it to. I say though, don't waste your money on this place this year. Its main element of fear was pitch dark rooms or forcing you to go through small spaces, and really not a whole lot of characters were even in it. On a brighter note........SOX WON!!! Up 1-0 in the world series, and are going to go all the way. That makes me happy. Ah, that's about it for now. Yeah, maybe i used some words that are not in the dictionary in this entry, if so i apologize (see my latest comments on my last entry to undertsand that). Gotta love anonymous people who have nothin better to do then post on people's comment things and try and be bad ass, o well though, i could care less, cuz in wayne's dictionary i sadfully have many words that are not dictionary approved. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: first day of the rest of our lives - mxpx (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 22nd, 2005
1:42 am	The boogeyman's gonna get you... This week i managed to buy a michael myers mask for halloween. Now i need a damn jumpsuit. I've wanted one for so long, and finally have it, and it can freak me out if i forget its in my room and i see it there, so now its stuffed under my white sox world series sun times special paper, lol. Tonight was interesting. Squeek, me, dave, and judith went to southlake mall cuz i needed a sox world series hat. Well of course river oaks had none to my enjoyment, so figured southlake thus would. They did. I found a black velcro strap white sox 05 world series hat, so i was happy about that. Then in FYE, they had a load of horror movies. I bought halloween 6 on sale for 9.99, then halloween 1 was on dvd for 7, and then i got the first nightmare on elm street for 6 dollars. Good lil horror spree there, so got myself some movies. Then dropped off dave and judith after a ride home of what seemed forever (its a long story, but that ride home there was just what seemed very high tension in the car), and went and watched halloween 6 and squeek's. Today was that of high tension in school for me. Barrett had to say i'm the most racist person in school, so i proved his theory correct and called him a nigger. He proceeded to "flip out" and call me a cracka and honky, which heaven forbid he get in trouble for. Why is it that black people are never punished for racial slurs, yet white one's are? It confuses me sometimes. So got bitched at for that, cuz you know le is turnin into a new race war in itself almost. Then that asshole and his minions were at southlake tonight the same time we were. I am so disappointed i could not go see my best pals, and have a nice convo with them. Sadfully after judith and dave found them, they moved around as though rats in a cage to avoid us, darn. I was so looking forward to that altercation, i mean convention. Well reapers realm tomorrow night, so that should be interesting. I was terrified last year, and this year should be no difference, cept a much larger group of people is expected to be there with. Current Mood: tired Current Music: good ride cowboy - garth brooks (new garth song) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
5:32 pm	um, as opposed to judith with her results on this, i did not expect mine Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve What Gender Is Your Brain? Current Music: photograph - nickleback (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 16th, 2005
11:43 pm	World Series 2005 The Chicago White Sox have just made it to the world series. First american league pennent for the sox since 1959. It is about damn time. We needed this one for chicago, and when they win it all, its gonna be one hell of a party. LETS GO SOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: indescribable (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
10:51 pm	i need serenity Chior went up to walcamp yesterday overnight, cuz we had to sing at some 600 teacher conference in rockford this morning. What a coincidence that i did not enjoy myself on this trip. A thought it'd be a good time to relax. I've been depressed and feelin low more and more and worse then usual as of late. On this trip then, i decide to take a hike with my cd player through the woods. Twiddy insisted i go with him and elissa, who were doin the same thing, but i refused, not wanting to bother them on their time. Anyway, i didn't find my inner serenity. I just got more and more pissed. I then proceeded to go fishing by myself over by the pond. Fishing is great and relaxing, right? Yeah, except as soon as i decided to go fish, sleepy and hot stuff start fucking on the swings right over by my pond. It was gross as hell. So i fish again later, and low and behold, a group of about 6 people sit by the pond to "talk" what asshoels man. I try and try to seperate myself on this trip. I go eat outside in the dark when we got pizza last night. I just wasn't happy up there. I was pissed off! Lemme also say. I hate a few things highly. 1)When i am really pissed off, and people harass me about it. I just wanted to be alone last night, so people follow me everywhere i go, and ask what is wrong and act as thoguht they care. Thye didn't care, i barely ever talk top those people anyway. 2)People got away with having sex or other fun of that nature up there. What is different between me drinkin last year in soccer, and them fucking on a school trip? I say none, yet their not suspended as i was. 3)I wish we had done this last year, when people i got along with were in choir. I realized i was with cara at this time last year somewhat, so that woulda been fun, plus i had senior now gone i got along with and woulda had to do things with, as opposed to be alone. 4)Last of all, when people want each other, just go out then. Don't play this we're gonna flirt bullshit to stay open. Fuck that! There are 2 people i noticed last night, they were al holdin arms or hands and all close all the time, yet they don't date, just flirt nonstop. Assholes! Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: born to run - bruce springstein (6 Comments |Comment on this)